I Feel Guilty About EVERYTHING

Oh Damn! Now I remember what I wanted to write about
earlier! Its so annoying that I just sublimated the
entire thing. Ok, so back about two months ago, this
lady hit me from behind. She didn't have her insurance
card with her. Yes, I called the police and got a re-
port. No, I did not have them issue her a ticket. I
just took her word for it that she did have insurance
and didn't have her card with her.

Then I could NOT get her to call me back. So finally
I called her at work. Boy she called me back FAST then.
And here's the story she gave me. She told me that her
employer, a chiropractor, and she, had just gotten both
health and auto insurance under the same company and that
since it was new insurance they would probably drop her
if she made a claim, could she just pay me in cash? Well,
I thought her story stunk to high heaven. But A. If she
was lying she didn't have the insurance anyway so what
good did it do me to prove that she was lying and B. Hope-
fully she really would give me the cash.

So she made arrangements to come by my office the follow-
ing Tuesday with a check. Needless to say, that never oc-
curred. Tuesday came and went and she was a no show. In
the meantime, my car is still damaged. Mind you, this is
the second fucking time THIS YEAR that this has happened to
me and I have had to pay out of pocket as I have a thousand
dollar deductible on my own insurance (that's what having
a teenage boy on your insurance will do to your premiums).

So this morning I called her employer, this chiropracter,
back again and spoke to the nurse/receptionist whatever.
I asked about their insurance, if it was really true that
this chick and the chiropracter have the same auto insurance
provider because if so, I need the insurance information.
Well, the lady tells me that no, she would be VERY surprised
if they do (yeah, I suspected that). So I leave my name and
number there, along with the entire story of what transpired
and a message for this girl to call me. Now here's the deal.
I feel a little bit guilty about doing that at her work, but
she HAS been lying to me for over two months about HAVING
auto insurance and has strung me along without paying me any-
thing for two months as well. And I didn't have her ticketed
for the lack of insurance in the first place. But then again,
I feel guilty about everything, the mideast peace crisis for
instance. And we all know, that was Abraham's fault.